Based in the desert of West Texas, Amara Bratcher is a full-time student minister who also writes, takes pictures and volunteers with at-risk children. She has written a book entitled The Bridge That Love Built for adopted kids who have gaps in the early years of their lives. She likes her coffee French Pressed and wears her hair curly 365 days a year. 

Christmas blues

I found this in my draft folder, the content years old. Why didn’t I ever hit “publish”? Here it is now, an important stone of remembrance for me.

I know I should feel happy at Christmas - the lights, the decorations, the meaning.
I know this. That’s what makes it so hard.
I don’t like Christmas at all.

I read the symptoms of COPD and yes, it’s quite clear that’s what Christmas does to me.
Shortness of breath
Chest tightness
Lack of energy

When does it end?

the work of repair

Prayers